lissette =]

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2009-11-05T03:23:08Z

apparently im just some stupid little girl, too ignorant to know.
why bother explain? she won’t understand.
everyone just shuts me out.
and for what? what do you get out of it?
because i for sure don’t get anything out of this
no, how about we try what do you want out of this?
some sort of feeling of superiority?
well take it, i don’t want it.. nothing will come of use to me with that.
i doubt it will for you though.. but hopefully you’ll do something useful with it.
hopefully you’ll get ugly glares for your arrogance..
hopefully someone will finally hurt your pride.

and i’ll watch from the shadows finally knowing everything at that exact moment.
everything you took away.
and when you’re feeling your first rush of doubts i’ll be more sure than anything
and for that i thank you.

iamlissette @ 2009-10-12T20:17:00

2009-10-13T03:17:51Z

i need to...
giveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveup
giveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveup
giveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveup
giveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveup
why is it that i can never get over him?
doesn’t matter how many boys want me.
all i want is him.
and only him.
he’s the only boy i’ll ever shed a tear for.
the only boy that’s worth it.
but i had my chance,
and i was stupid enough to let it go by.
and now?
he’s all i think about.
ugh i need to
giveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveup
giveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveup
giveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveup
giveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveupgiveup

iamlissette @ 2009-10-12T20:15:00

2009-10-13T03:16:13Z

i’m happy.
which means i don’t have time to think about him.
it’s only at night when i think about love,
do i think of him.

iamlissette @ 2009-10-12T20:14:00

2009-10-13T03:15:14Z

10732.) I wish I could tell you exactly how much I love you, how my heart beats for you, how when you talk about loving her a little part of me burns. More than that I wish I never have to face the day that I won't ever see you again. Because that fact scares me more than anything else ever has.

iamlissette @ 2009-10-12T20:11:00

2009-10-13T03:12:02Z

"You constantly look for a sign and when it’s given to you and you don’t like the answer, you call it a coincidence. There are no coincidences."

iamlissette @ 2009-08-10T21:31:00

2009-08-11T04:31:28Z

im not going to crumble in anguish.
waiting and hoping for him.
even though that's the right thing to do.

Writer's Block: When I Was Young

2009-07-10T22:05:55Z

What do you miss most about being a kid?

Submitted By daeinleyof

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Being so carefree..
your main goal for everyday was just to have fun.
no worries, nothing.
you would never stay angry at anything for too long.
but now.. it's so stressful, and it gets worse the older we get.

Writer's Block: RIP Michael Jackson

2009-07-10T22:02:44Z

In honor of the King of Pop: What is your favorite Michael Jackson song?

Submitted By deathbylies

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Dirty Diana<3

Writer's Block: A Few of the Challenges I Face

2009-07-10T21:59:53Z

What challenges stand in the way of your ideal lifestyle? How are you working to overcome them?

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The fact that all of my friends are in vacation..
summer is almost over..
and i haven't done anything eventful..
i want to hang out - be us.. stupid, careless,
just being together brings out the best of all of us.
And i miss that. I want that.
But their gone for now...

Writer's Block: Everybody's Working for the Weekend

2009-06-20T19:47:08Z

Describe your ideal weekend.

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Being with all of my friends,
as long as we are together i know we are going to have fun.
Doing something outside.. like going to the beach, or maybe paintballing, or maybe rockclimbing. I love long road trips.. or maybe warped tour..
i really can't choose what to do.. as long as im with my friends. :)

well hello..

2009-06-20T19:33:27Z

Long time no entry eh?

It's been summer for some weeks now.
And so far, i've hung out with my friends had a lot of fun!
slept, relaxed enough for the summer... and i got braces!
ugh the worst pain, but i've been on painkillers so i don't want to imagine the pain i would be in without them.

I want to update a lot more.. but i never remember to update.
I'm either on tumblr, or flickr, or twitter.. or messing around on onetruemedia.
And now i've been obsessed with lookbook.nu

I'll come up with some other updates soon.
promise.

xx

helloooo summer.

2009-06-04T05:29:50Z

it's the first day of summer... and i already feel like crap.

i was expecting too much out of this day.
i was so looking forward to graduation,
and having a final farewell with all of my senior friends,
and i did... and im soo happy
that their leaving this horrid town
with enough experience and are now soon starting their new lives.

it was hilarious though,
as we were driving to the football field
a tornado warning was sent,
and we didn't think anything of it at first.
but as the graduation slowly started.
it got really cloudy,
and extremely windy.
and people started leaving.
it was pretty funny,
when the lightening started
everyone started blowing their blow horns.
and then the principle announced:
"we are expecting lightening and hail"
but the whole crowd started booing
so they had no choice but to go on.
but then.. it started raining. XD
then everyone ran towards the gym.
i personally love rain, so i had no worries.

but the weather was growing progressively worse,
and i swear a piece of hail landed on my head!

so we all had to cram in our school's gym.
and had the whole event and the speeches restart.
it was a graduation to remember,
a worthwhile and memorable experience.

i just can't believe i might not see my favorite seniors ever again!!

well im off to bed.
till my next update.
xx

curious

2009-05-31T07:55:08Z

If only life were that simple..
we'd always be smiling..
giggling out of pure delight.

but would it be boring?
would being in love be boring?

answer me this:
what is love?
and how would you describe it?

amazing!

2009-05-31T03:29:23Z

Writer's Block: Swine Times

2009-05-31T02:43:08Z

Are you worried about catching the swine flu? Do you have a plan for avoiding contagion or dealing with quarantine?

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i live right on the border of mexico,
and we're not panicking.

half of our class are students
that live in mexico and cross the bridge
every single day.
even though it's pretty scary seeing them wear masks to school
we're not dying of terror.

all over the valley schools are shutting down,
because there's been cases of swine
and there's been a lot of deaths in the valley.

but it seems like everyone is forgetting about it now.
it'll die off soon.

Writer's Block: Look at Me/Don't Look at Me

2009-05-30T03:25:11Z

Do you seek attention or hide from it?

Submitted By novarr

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i tend to hide from attention,
but when i want it, i'll make sure i get it.
:D

it's been too long.

2009-05-28T04:19:28Z

wow..
it's been so long since i've updated this.

I really hope i'll get more into it this summer..
i've always wanted to keep a real journal my whole life.
but i'm too forgetful and i have the worst handwriting.
so im HOPING! this will stick.

so now that i'm here..
why not, you know update?

So right now I'm picking off dry glue off my hands because I just finished my Bring me the Horizon collage that I'm doing for a project. And i got bored so I did what I always do when im on the computer and bored.. I went to alexevans.net and read his blog. And also i got pretty entertained on postsecret.com. I'm obsessed with that site... i've made it my life goal to send a secret and hopefully get it added on the site.. but that means it has to be a pretty good secret.

Maybe i can send in my new "doodle" journal.
I got the idea from a friend,
she has a journal she writes in every single day,
she shares it with her best friend,
and they trade it everyday after school,
and he does the same.

So i decided to make one with my best friend,
and so far it's turned out great,
the secrets and random doodles we do,
are hilarious!
We just started it and we're almost done!

It has our personal secrets and random stuff
girls dooodle when you're bored during class.

Well im pretty sleepy, and I have the worst cold... hopefully not swine. :P
so im off to bed.

till my next update.
xx

lovely quote.

2009-04-29T04:11:01Z

God doesnt give you the people you want.
He gives you the people you need,
to help you.
to hurt you.
to leave you.
to love you.
and to make you into the person you were meant to be.

Writer's Block: No Foolin'

2009-04-10T15:51:55Z

What's the best April Fool's joke you've seen today?

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gah april fools...
some guy came up to me and pointed and said camel toe,
smiled and said april fools.
it pretty much ruined my day.
:/

and also i had a friend come up to me..
and started saying that our good friend died.
"lissette remember luis? he died"
"WHAT?! no you're lying, i saw him in lunch."
"no, he had a heart attack last period he's in the hospital"

i seriously started crying.
and i was desperately trying to remember if he had heart problems.

then he just screamed out
"APRIL FOOLS!"

i completely forgot.
i hate how gullible i am.
-_-"

Writer's Block: Get Real

2009-04-10T15:43:17Z

What reality show would you most want to be a contestant on? What would your strategy for winning be?

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i've always been obsessed with the show fear factor.

:)

i'd fucking do my best.
:)

...

2009-03-20T22:01:32Z

all i want to do is be happy.
but im finding that pretty fucking difficult.

pathetic

2008-12-09T23:42:21Z

why is that i am belittled by him?
that whenever we make eye contact
i shrink five sizes.
and quickly look away, acting indifferent.
no guy should ever have that power;
to make you feel 10 inches tall.

memories.

2008-10-12T07:46:39Z

Someone just moved in across the street.
In our bus ride home after school.
I saw her.
She seemed nice,
I wanted to say hi.
But she walked away.
Then i saw what house she entered.
I was aching to tell her
how that house,
the one she just moved into.
Possibly the one she hates at the moment.
I somewhat grew up in.
You know, that place
you loved to play in, your castle, or imaginary tree house.
I would love to tell her, that those apartments
Were my everything when i was younger.
Shelter when it rained.
The home base for when we played tag.
The perfect spot to lie on - to stare at the stars.
Where we used pop fireworks every 4th of July,
Where we watched the fireworks from Mexico on the day of the grito.
The countless scars i have, from falling over and over.
The stop sign we carved our names into.
The secrets we used to share.
In that spot. She was right there.
Where i once cried into my cousin's arms.
How our curious eyes would eye the men that would enter
and open the garage doors and play pool.
Memories of everything, my best stories, hilarious moments.
The only place i would walk to when we played follow the leader.
The envy i would feel when my older cousins climbed the windows to reach the roof.
The only place i wished i lived in when i was a kid.
Flashbacks of all my childhood.
How often i wondered how it looked inside.

But how could i tell her that?

iamlissette @ 2008-08-02T21:14:00

2008-08-03T05:16:21Z

INSIDE JOKES/FUNNY QUOTES!

- "learn your colors!"

- "well i fucked tinkerbell, and peterpan didn't find out"

- TSS - The Stupid Syndrom

- TSB - "i ride the short bus. wiiiiiiiiii."

- "five books in my point"

- "i know i am, but what are you?"

- *looks at joanna* " you have no reason to be mad." *turns and faces samantha* "she has no reason to be mad"

- *driving on highway* *sees green car*
"ew. look at that green car, you should never ride a green car. it looks disgusting."
" lissette, we're in a green car"
"oh, right."

- "i got a 100 in my reading test" *smug*
"charlene that was a weekly test, its different, and they read it to you."
"no, they only read it to question 11."
"yeah and there was 12."

- *walking around in the mall*
"ugh stupid preps - so annoying."
* faces random chick*
"hope you fall and break your neck"
* joanna looks at the chick apologetically*
"lissette!"

- "D-D-D-Dayyyyummmmm"

- "you know who i would fuck...?"
"CRAIG ROBINSON!"

- "OH MY GAY MATTHEW LUSH!"

- "doctor! doctor! i think im bipolar"

- "bob is my SCIENCE partner!"

- "who's erica?!?!"

- lissette has her own background music.

- "kitty come home!!! cuz the mailman said so!"

- "her orgasms are like the koolaid man"
*deep voice*
"OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

- "i want to be close with that guy"
"you already have jack"
"its jake"
"righhhhhhhhhhhht."

- "when i was, a young girl, my mother told me to wash the dishes, with pamolive soap"

- "IOU1K9"

- "nahhh nahhhh your BLOCKED!"

- "imma hatemail your ass!"

- "originality is just undiscovered plagiarism"

- "tell me a joke, tell me a joke"

- "im bob saget and i have boobs!"

- "I AM SPARTA!"

- "samantha's angry! and no one likes it when samantha's angry"

- *deep demonic voice* "ABOMINATION!"

- *deep demonic voice* "THANK YOU MISS, THANK YOU FOR THE RIDE!"

- "shhhh, the squirrels are listening"

- "woooooooo, mushroom solo!"
*silence*

- "cricket, cricket*

- "vegan skittles"

- "WOCCA, WOCCA, WOCCA"

- "squeak, blaladaladalada"

- "what do you want!? you can't even read"

- "its gorgeous howl, its like a dream"

- "i'll drag you by the hair until you to close the door."
"MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM"

- "CRACKWHORRRE!"

- "are there naked girls there?"
"er. not at the moment"
"then your not doing your jobbbb!"

- "A PER CAPITA!"
"what your from canada?"

- "im scotty fucking vanity betch!"

- "psttt.pstt. hey hey."
"yeahh,yeahh,yeahh?"
*whispers*
"how'd you get those girls?"
"uhh. we can hear you."

- "omg, look at the suicidal emo kid."
"omg, look at the faggot with no balls"
*scoff*
"uh whatever, let's go guys"

- "GAHHH! YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKING BORING!"

-*guy walking by with sandals*
"i like your socks"

- "ectoplasmic so orgasmic"

- "ahhh it was almost orgasmic"

- "where are you going?"
"to the church"
"whyy?"
"to take lissette to have an exorcism"
"ohhh i want to go."
*lissette sarcastically*
"ohhh yes, i would pay money to see that."

- "this is fun. this is a fun time"

- "your going dowwwwwwwwn, like JUDGE JOE BROWN!"

- "om nom nom x3"

- “hi im sarah”
“hi sarah, what’s your name?”

- “thats not funny.”
“ahahahah im laughing”

- "AMA! lissette hurt my nose!"
" NO!!! SHE WAS IN THE WAY,
YOU WERE IN THE WAY.
SHE WAS IN THE WAY!!"

-"get out of my face,
get out of my face,
get out of my room!"

-"you've never seen justice league?"
"not that i recall"
*deep voice*
"your a disgrace!"

-"stop eating cheetos FATASS!"

-"fruit is GOOD.
like really good.
like good good.
good."

-"omg look a prostitute"
"dare you to honk to see if she comes over"

-"50 cents for a dollar dude!"
"what?"

-"do you want my fist up your ass smily?"
"do you want my dick up your vagina"
>:0!

-"omg look the mexican dora!"
"dora is mexican!"

-"lissette, i hate you"
"mhmm."
"...."
"what kind of reaction were you expecting"
"crying, i wanted you to cry to roll around the floor and apologize."
"uh...okay? IM SO SORRY ANDREA, PLEASE FORGIVE ME. I DO ANYTHING ILL SUCK YOUR COCK IF YOU WANT, BUT PLEASE DON'T HATE ME!"
xD

- *playing tennis*
"lissette! andrea killed a butterfly!" - selena
"yeah and in a second you're going to be saying
'SIR, LISSETTE KILLED ANDREA!'" - meh. :D

-" i just farted... twice.... AT THE SAME TIME!!"

-*bobbles head*
"how big??"

-"BITCH! I LOVE YOU!"

-"i was forced to memorize my mother's name!"

-"im going to lick the purple off of you!"

lmao i'll remember more later! we have a lot!

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Writer's Block: Time Capsule

2008-07-30T05:30:49Z

You are allowed to place three items from your lifetime into a box that will be opened in fifty years. What do you put in, and why?

Submitted By jesusbandaids

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hm.
thats hard.
i want to choose something that will bring back A LOT of memories.
a letter, a long letter,
about all the things that are important to me right now
i want to know the change.
a photo album of my family etc.
and a bag of bugles
XP
they probably won't make those anymore.

lmao