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apparently im just some stupid little girl, too ignorant to know.
why bother explain? she won’t understand.
everyone just shuts me out.
and for what? what do you get out of it?
because i for sure don’t get anything out of this
no, how about we try what do you want out of this?
some sort of feeling of superiority?
well take it, i don’t want it.. nothing will come of use to me with that.
i doubt it will for you though.. but hopefully you’ll do something useful with it.
hopefully you’ll get ugly glares for your arrogance..
hopefully someone will finally hurt your pride.

and i’ll watch from the shadows finally knowing everything at that exact moment.
everything you took away.
and when you’re feeling your first rush of doubts i’ll be more sure than anything
and for that i thank you.

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i need to...
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why is it that i can never get over him?
doesn’t matter how many boys want me.
all i want is him.
and only him.
he’s the only boy i’ll ever shed a tear for.
the only boy that’s worth it.
but i had my chance,
and i was stupid enough to let it go by.
and now?
he’s all i think about.
ugh i need to
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i’m happy.
which means i don’t have time to think about him.
it’s only at night when i think about love,
do i think of him.
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10732.) I wish I could tell you exactly how much I love you, how my heart beats for you, how when you talk about loving her a little part of me burns. More than that I wish I never have to face the day that I won't ever see you again. Because that fact scares me more than anything else ever has.
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"You constantly look for a sign and when it’s given to you and you don’t like the answer, you call it a coincidence. There are no coincidences."
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im not going to crumble in anguish.
waiting and hoping for him.
even though that's the right thing to do.
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What do you miss most about being a kid?

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Being so carefree..
your main goal for everyday was just to have fun.
no worries, nothing.
you would never stay angry at anything for too long.
but now.. it's so stressful, and it gets worse the older we get.
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In honor of the King of Pop: What is your favorite Michael Jackson song?

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Dirty Diana<3
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What challenges stand in the way of your ideal lifestyle? How are you working to overcome them?

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The fact that all of my friends are in vacation..
summer is almost over..
and i haven't done anything eventful..
i want to hang out - be us.. stupid, careless,
just being together brings out the best of all of us.
And i miss that. I want that.
But their gone for now...
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Describe your ideal weekend.


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Being with all of my friends,
as long as we are together i know we are going to have fun.
Doing something outside.. like going to the beach, or maybe paintballing, or maybe rockclimbing. I love long road trips.. or maybe warped tour..
i really can't choose what to do.. as long as im with my friends. :)
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Long time no entry eh?

It's been summer for some weeks now.
And so far, i've hung out with my friends had a lot of fun!
slept, relaxed enough for the summer... and i got braces!
ugh the worst pain, but i've been on painkillers so i don't want to imagine the pain i would be in without them.

I want to update a lot more.. but i never remember to update.
I'm either on tumblr, or flickr, or twitter.. or messing around on onetruemedia.
And now i've been obsessed with lookbook.nu

I'll come up with some other updates soon.
promise.

xx

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it's the first day of summer... and i already feel like crap.

i was expecting too much out of this day.
i was so looking forward to graduation,
and having a final farewell with all of my senior friends,
and i did... and im soo happy
that their leaving this horrid town
with enough experience and are now soon starting their new lives.

it was hilarious though,
as we were driving to the football field
a tornado warning was sent,
and we didn't think anything of it at first.
but as the graduation slowly started.
it got really cloudy,
and extremely windy.
and people started leaving.
it was pretty funny,
when the lightening started
everyone started blowing their blow horns.
and then the principle announced:
"we are expecting lightening and hail"
but the whole crowd started booing
so they had no choice but to go on.
but then.. it started raining. XD
then everyone ran towards the gym.
i personally love rain, so i had no worries.

but the weather was growing progressively worse,
and i swear a piece of hail landed on my head!

so we all had to cram in our school's gym.
and had the whole event and the speeches restart.
it was a graduation to remember,
a worthwhile and memorable experience.

i just can't believe i might not see my favorite seniors ever again!!

well im off to bed.
till my next update.
xx

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If only life were that simple..
we'd always be smiling..
giggling out of pure delight.

but would it be boring?
would being in love be boring?

answer me this:
what is love?
and how would you describe it?

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Are you worried about catching the swine flu? Do you have a plan for avoiding contagion or dealing with quarantine?


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i live right on the border of mexico,
and we're not panicking.

half of our class are students
that live in mexico and cross the bridge
every single day.
even though it's pretty scary seeing them wear masks to school
we're not dying of terror.

all over the valley schools are shutting down,
because there's been cases of swine
and there's been a lot of deaths in the valley.


but it seems like everyone is forgetting about it now.
it'll die off soon.
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Do you seek attention or hide from it?

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i tend to hide from attention,
but when i want it, i'll make sure i get it.
:D
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wow..
it's been so long since i've updated this.

I really hope i'll get more into it this summer..
i've always wanted to keep a real journal my whole life.
but i'm too forgetful and i have the worst handwriting.
so im HOPING! this will stick.

so now that i'm here..
why not, you know update?

So right now I'm picking off dry glue off my hands because I just finished my Bring me the Horizon collage that I'm doing for a project. And i got bored so I did what I always do when im on the computer and bored.. I went to alexevans.net and read his blog. And also i got pretty entertained on postsecret.com. I'm obsessed with that site... i've made it my life goal to send a secret and hopefully get it added on the site.. but that means it has to be a pretty good secret.

Maybe i can send in my new "doodle" journal.
I got the idea from a friend,
she has a journal she writes in every single day,
she shares it with her best friend,
and they trade it everyday after school,
and he does the same.

So i decided to make one with my best friend,
and so far it's turned out great,
the secrets and random doodles we do,
are hilarious!
We just started it and we're almost done!

It has our personal secrets and random stuff
girls dooodle when you're bored during class.

Well im pretty sleepy, and I have the worst cold... hopefully not swine. :P
so im off to bed.

till my next update.
xx

Current Mood:
artistic artistic
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God doesnt give you the people you want.
He gives you the people you need,
to help you.
to hurt you.
to leave you.
to love you.
and to make you into the person you were meant to be.
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What's the best April Fool's joke you've seen today?


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gah april fools...
some guy came up to me and pointed and said camel toe,
smiled and said april fools.
it pretty much ruined my day.
:/

and also i had a friend come up to me..
and started saying that our good friend died.
"lissette remember luis? he died"
"WHAT?! no you're lying, i saw him in lunch."
"no, he had a heart attack last period he's in the hospital"

i seriously started crying.
and i was desperately trying to remember if he had heart problems.

then he just screamed out
"APRIL FOOLS!"


i completely forgot.
i hate how gullible i am.
-_-"
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What reality show would you most want to be a contestant on? What would your strategy for winning be?


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i've always been obsessed with the show fear factor.

:)


i'd fucking do my best.
:)
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